About this blog:

My name is Barry, and I am a junior at the University of Redlands, studying Music Composition. Fall semester of 2011, I will be studying at the Conservatorium van Amsterdam in the Netherlands. This is the story of my adventure...

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Wednesday, Oct. 26th. Day 60.

Day off day off! Woo hoo!...well, sort of. I tried to write and practice, with little avail. I just...I just had one of those days where I hate music. I can't quite explain it, but there was little, if anything, that could be done to get me motivated, inspired, or encouraged to write. This was probably compounded by the pressure to register for classes for next semester soon, and the decisions that come along with it (think, "will I go to grad school? should I take the GRE, do I have time for a job?") Long term, macro picture stuff, things that may either be totally out of my scope of control or ability to understand, but that is my specialty. I worry just for the sake of worrying. And it is taking a toll. Something's got to give, and I think I know what.

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